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Tausha May Bush
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
I'm a freeeaaak and obsessed with Cartoons are ya feeling me? I love the Looney Tunes, Loonatics, Disney, Hanna - Barbara's, Chuck Jones cartoons and even ANIME or MANGA!! You juz' name it!!

Despite of my Dark past as a child was never as perfect as you ya'll think. I came from a broken family with nothing but abuse and the left out of the family who has nothing to do with ya. You feel like you're invisible that you talk to your imaginary friend or stuff animal although they won't talk back at ya. That's what my childhood was like not feeling the love that I was a rotten little kid. I wasn't a bad little kid I was raised that way and being forced to work at a young age. Don't hardly see my biological father around. And mom and dad both have two different stories telling me why they were separated but for some reason I didn't believe on either and thinking that I will never find the truth. Right after my horrific experience as a young pre teen to a young teenager, I went through depression and caused myself to have a eating disorder either starving or making myself sick. I've been abuse as a little girl. I was raped in such a young age of 12 - 13 years old. At one point in my young life going through the emotions and being bullied and rumors about me in Middle School and horror at home where no one believed me except for my brother. One night I had thoughts of committing suicide because of what I was put through and I couldn't take the pain anymore. Then that same night I realized I can't end my life. So I ran away instead to get away from danger which someway it worked because after I was takin' from my mother she some what realized that she should of been a better mother to take care of my siblings and I. Since I was so so overprotective of my siblings I never wanted them to feel the same pain like I had. I wanted to protect them. Sooner or later I was sent home with my mother. I had grew up with mother for close to 21 years and finally I'm on my own living a new life and happy. I graduated from High School in 2011. I go to College. As for me watching cartoons for 21 years of my life is what kept me alive. They're wicked funny and that's what makes me happy. Now I want to be a cartoonist also and hopefully who needs a help in need. I am there or always tell someone if there's something wrong just please... Don't hurt yourself or kill yourself. You do have others out there who loves you. I get sad now a days about others killing or hurting themselves 'cuz of this. So please get help or look up to someone who cares for you! Thanks :D
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Oh Lord help me! ! I want to run away! ! Just run away and won't come back. I can't stand constantly feeling hurt and pain in my heart. I feel alone so alone.  I wanna run run run run run.  Maybe if I do who'll come for me?  Or let me go.  I always had dreams where I was flying free.  And do extraordinary things with my talent but no one seems to notice me at all.  Why I need helpful people who would hurt me. (This is not about my boyfriend. ) Most don't trust me. I'm a nice person and all and want to stop this grudge and hate and let go of the pass.  I can't jus can't it only hurts others when they think you or I on which sides we are on. I am done. I want to get along and move on and respect everyone as much as myself.  I don't wanna be the selfish person no more. Freaking no more!  This is total bull freaking ancient carp. I'm tired of feeling needed when I get thrown into trash later.  Being called names and crap. Sick of being taking advantage out of. I cried so much my heart and head aches.  Last month I was taking in. I thought everything was good but this week I realize something wasn't right.  I'm not going to ditching anyone. It was out of kindness I wasn't expecting at all. I was really grateful.  I wanted to do something for everyone.  But out of the blue when I was settling in everything was different we all worked or school but something was different.  I went to be really generous like, "How was your day and how was work?" Well the person didn't want to talk much at all and I asked my boyfriend if this person was angry. He said no but inside I knew something wasn't right till today I was excited to see my big little sis and her her parent and step parent brought me home but I didn't wanted to invite them in the house but I took my sissy to say hello and told the person that, "I miss my sister a lot so I hang with her after college. " later when they left the person told me asking me questions and I said I was sorry. I missed my sister.  Than later in the newer room I had a message that wasn't supposed to be sent to me but it was about me and read it and I broke down in tears of was said about me. I felt stupid.  My fault and cried alone for four hours than I wanted to run away. As I was going to run my boyfriend came in I ran and closed the door to drop my pack stuff. He came in and notice what I was going to do so... he told me if I go he goes.  I told him why I was going to run off and showed him the message.  I wanted to cry than so I told him that I needed sometime alone and said I really don't want to get out of the room unless go to the bathroom.  Later I texted my boyfriend telling him I love him and told him I'm not angry with him it was myself.  I told him I would sacrifice anything if he couldn't go home and me run off to make him stay home.  I felt like why take anger on my boyfriend when it should be me? It wasn't fair. I was called a female dog (bitch.) Which I was never called that before.  I know I was born a bitch but not that type of a bitchy bitch. I am a nice person  don't get me wrong. I mean I have been one before but only it's very rare depending on certain people I have been a bad bitch too. I call myself a bitch and when we pick on each other, But something insulting like that meaning something bad it hurt me bad. Like I was a dog about to be a stray to be abandon and helpless  that type of bitch.  Sorry for the cursing but It's true. I mean I only playfully when I swear to be funny but something bad. .. I don't know if you get this but... you get the point.  Now I felt like I don't belong anywhere now. Useless piece of trash. First I was liked, friends, than turning into a toy than crash and oops you're trash now. Like I don't exist.  That's why all I wanna do was to run away till I know something is waiting for me...

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:iconcreativehedgie295:
CreativeHedgie295 Featured By Owner 15 hours ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey, don't forget about my birthday request.
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riRosa Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Here's a gift rirosa.deviantart.com/art/Seth… 

here is Seth 
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:iconcreativehedgie295:
CreativeHedgie295 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey Tausha, could I have a late birthday request? :)
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LoonataniaTaushaMay Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Sure
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CreativeHedgie295 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Could you draw the Warners and April, celebrating April's birthday? ^^
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LoonataniaTaushaMay Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Sure
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Twilight-Sparkle11 Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2014  Hobbyist Interface Designer
hi! I do not know if you remember but once I asked you drew rev and tech and their daughter tev, and I would like to ask if you have in your plan to do that?
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LoonataniaTaushaMay Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I can do that. I just forgot it I've been in a lot of struggling right now
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CreativeHedgie295 Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey, you should make a Steven Universe comic or fan-fic!!!!!!!! ^^
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LoonataniaTaushaMay Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ok
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