Made my Final Decision

Happy Easter everybody . Well I have made my final decision to move back to the city but got a whole month at least to find a job down there.  It might not be easy but, I ask for help. I was planning on maybe having 2 jobs to pay for rent or food and savings. My friend who  lives there ask me to be her roommate so I said yes. I talked to my mother and the family about it but they're trying to convince me not to leave anywhere.  I completely said, "Look, I know how ya feel but I need to do this for me. I need a life here theres not much to offer. I wanted to go back to school because I miss it. But why was it ok for my younger sister to go away? You need go let me go. I haven't dated anyone in months. I try to tell them I need to go out there more. If I stay.... what life will I have if I can't be happy." But then they to tell me what happen last time then I said, "Look I'm a young adult I make my own decisions and stop trying to convince me in other way I can't take this I have a heart and I'm following it. You need to understand I feel miserable I didn't want to live in a place full of bad memories.  I was a lot happier on my own even if I made a mistake its part of life. How can I learn when I'm hostage. I need to live and learn.  Live and learn.  I know I should listen to adults older but when i feel differently feeling empty and want to know what I wanted to do..... The answer is its inside of me.... "Follow my Dreams , Get right up and try again, Get right back where I started,  Not let one thing take me down, not giving up,  Follow my inner self."